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Megan is theee name :]

I speak my mind and I like good English.
If you take the time to get close to me, I'm a good friend and I give some good advice.
It's hard to do that when I don't know the problem, though, so speak up!

It makes me happy knowing I've been a lot of help to some people and that I am important to thee important people in my life.


I want to find someone who encourages me to do what makes me happy. I want to find someone who makes me want to do better. I want to find someone who loves me for me and can look past what meets the eye. I sometimes wonder if i'll ever find that person.

Slow and steady wins the race.

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5 April 10

Searching.

I search myself for a reason. One good reason.
I carefully look over my hands and feet, arms and legs, fingernails, every hair on my head. I turn my head from side to side, observing my facial features. Searching for a reason. I stroke my left arm, and it calls my name. The stripes that were once deep valleys are now filled with scar tissue. Slightly raised. Slightly faded. But still there.

I think back.
When did I become so hated? Why do the people I love ALWAYS turn their backs on me? How could they have me fooled?

My eyes meet the eyes of the stranger looking back at me.
She repeats You aren’t beautiful. You’re never going to be. You’ll never amount to the people you surround yourself with. You’re fat. You disgusting pig.

Her eyes are as red as the devils skin, and her head aches.

When will I ever be good enough?
Why doesn’t anybody want me?
I search myself for a reason. Just one good reason.

Themed by Hunson. Originally by Josh